“Your face look like something the cats dragged in,” Madam Monkefyfoot said.
“I feel like my life is a rollercoaster ride.”
“Maybe you need to look in the mirror.”
“I don’t need to see how depressed I am. I can feel it.”
“Pity party of one. Look in the mirror.”
“I’m looking in the mirror. The face is sagging.”
“You are looking with human eyes. Look at your self with your spiritual eye.”
The Vessel stood quietly for a few minutes staring at his reflection. The air about him shimmered and then felt a slight shift in awareness as he if had been gently nudge.
“Oh great, what is this. I feel like a fish someone is trying to land. What are all these hooks doing in my body. I feel like one of those creature in a horror movie but this is like someone is trying to land the big one. I’m not a size queen though size does matter in some instances.”
“Keep your mind out your pants for a moment. Why do you think those hooks are in you?”
“Someone thinks I’m one of my ancestors, the big fish guy. Eat me and learn knowledge. I don’t think I’m ready to be laid on a plate.”
“Work with the image.”
“Okay, well, it’s like maybe I’ve been swimming in the wrong waters, someone’s trying to land me. Oh great, I’m going to be treated like a piece of fried fish.”
“Okay, you are no longer the Queen of Denial, let’s focus and feel our way through this.”
“Where all this hooks coming from? I’m being pulled into so many directions.”
“People are hooked into your emotional body. There are astral parasites that can feed off your energy because of your lack of will power. There are some people who are being influenced by entities that ride their shoulders to feed off their energies and offer misguided advice. There are others that are like emotional vampires. Also, when you are ‘as you say, offering your pride and joy’ everyone you have sex with is hooked in to your energy field and you are taking on their energy as well as theirs. In other words, you are the big fish they are landing. You are food.”
“Great. Sort of like the whore in the market place. I want to own a restuarant someday not be main menu. So what do I do?”
“The answer is always within you. You keep looking external for answers and someone to rescue you. Think. Use your imagination.”
“Well, I guess, if I don’t get it, it will happen again. I know sometimes certain people put me in certain moods when I’m around them. Sometimes I feel like I’m being pulled into many directions. Sometimes I feel like situations I’m in aren’t my drama but I wake up in a theater watching the story of their life and realize I’m stuck in a movie that is no longer playing but under the illusion it is. Somtimes I feel like when I’m thinking something I am hearing their voice insice my head; and I wonder where does their voice stop and mine begin. Okay, I want to be like, loved, noticed, you know, get that special attention. I’ve even threaten to carry my own spotlight. I know, I don’t set boundaries or stay within them when I hear the robot from ‘Lost In Space” screaming at me, “Danger Will Robison.” I sometimes think ‘oh, I have to be about love, love everyone, no matter what. And here I am lost in someone else’s space.”
“It’s nice you want to be man’s best friend; but you are not a dog and have unconditional love. You are not program to be the pet. Not everyone is operating from heart energy. Too many people are still closed down, stuck in the survival chakra or the sexual chakra and too many people will not own their power but give it away. You have allowed people and other influences to ride you like a bad habit. Claim your power, believe in yourself, learn to love you, say I love you everyday until you don’t have to think about it but be it. Right now, you are part time with everything and therefore, you have become a boarding house, a fish to fry.”
“So I guess I will start pulling out the hooks, setting up boundaries.”
“Stop saying yes when you mean no. Stop thinking everyone wants to be enlightened. It’s not what you say but how you live your life with intergrity. When you learn “take no action” you will not be all ‘hooked up.’ I know you think a Saturday night means ‘hookup time’ well, guess what, ‘you are all hooked up.’ Situations and people come across your life, don’t judge it or feel obligated to participate. I’m not saying go sit a cave; but be aware of where your focus is, your intent and always be present because most of these parsites and emotional vampires live in memories and feed off you through memories; and these memories are repeating themselves and you keep playing out these memories in dramas and people you bring into your life. As long as you are being hooked, you are being a puppet. So do you want to be a puppet or the dancer from the dance.”
“I don’t want to be a fish on someone’s plate.”
“Well, you know how I feel, not everyone is ready to ride this face. Be your own navigator, be your own authority….be aware of passengers who haven’t paid the price of a ticket.”
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